"Our society considers hard work, intense recreation, vigorous exercise, rushing through the day, excessive eating, frequent anger, occasional deep depression, and sex without love as "normal", and we have become addicted to the brain chemicals that accompany these so-called normal behavior.
                                                                    Paul Pearsall

Addiction is not difficult to understand. Accepting that we or a loved one is an addict is difficult. The only reason that people use a substance or a position (power) or food is to change their feelings.

Often the addict has a large reserve of hurt moments or experiences which s/he uses to prove why her/his life is so tragic.

I know this because during my addiction to alcohol I had saved up every hurt feeling or experience and I remember consciously choosing which feelings to use where. This all gets tremendously labor-intensive if the same people are seen very often as new abuses have to be "used". So the ever resourceful addict creates sad, bad, horrible experiences that never happened. I think this behavior could safely be called"crazy".

This behavior is what mental health professionals use to "prove" the mental illness. The problem is that for over 65 years, no one has been able to prove the medical model of the disease theory. So, as far as I am concerned, the disease theory is a theory.

Instead, I believe, that when we are under the control of an addiction, we make increasingly bad and hurtful choices. Remember, the addict is living in his/her head in a world of their own creation. Pile those crazy choices on top of the fantasy in one's head and the addict is miserable. The misery is self-inflicted and he/she is the only one who can choose to leave that miserable state.

I believe mental health to be fluid and we are each in and out of it several times a day. I know I am healthy when I know I am crazy because I didn't used to know the difference. Today, I have the choice to abandon my crazy behavior.